You're very determined. You should try talking to Yuri of Brave Vesperia, or Karol... they might have a place for your abilities.
Even though she's older now, she's still your little sister. If something happened to her, you'd feel even worse than you do now, with your friends being missing. You'd just throw yourself into whatever you could to try rectify the situation. And... she wouldn't want you to do that. She'd want you to remain healthy and strong, and doing what you can, even if it feels that the best you can do isn't cutting it.
[And then she just keeps talking, because this resonates with her, her voice going softer towards the end--]
And even then... you'd have to wonder if it is really your fault, that you weren't there. Because you tried so hard to look after them, all that time. And others would tell you otherwise, but that feeling is just one that's hard to shake. If something could have been prevented... anything changed. It's very hard.
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Date: 2009-04-01 08:09 pm (UTC)Even though she's older now, she's still your little sister. If something happened to her, you'd feel even worse than you do now, with your friends being missing. You'd just throw yourself into whatever you could to try rectify the situation. And... she wouldn't want you to do that. She'd want you to remain healthy and strong, and doing what you can, even if it feels that the best you can do isn't cutting it.
[And then she just keeps talking, because this resonates with her, her voice going softer towards the end--]
And even then... you'd have to wonder if it is really your fault, that you weren't there. Because you tried so hard to look after them, all that time. And others would tell you otherwise, but that feeling is just one that's hard to shake. If something could have been prevented... anything changed. It's very hard.